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Sunday, June 26, 2011

tengs a lot kay :')

memg ak da ta nk pk sgt bende2 nonsense nih but i can't :')
oke phone ak rosak ! da lame laa jugak . 
so ak ta texting or call sapesape laa kan .
ak kdg2 pnjm phone ayh ak if na bukak sim .
JUMAAT 24.6.2011
then time ari jumaat tuh ak bukak laa sim ak 
ak tgk ade a few msg and suddenly one of that msg was from him 
ak punye laa excited kan nk bukak and ak cm ta caye laa dye bole text ak :)
ak tgk dye bagy msg tuh pukol 4 p.m 
time ak bukak sim tuh dah pukol 7 lebih da 
so ak dgn secepat yg mungkin eply laa text dari dye tuh 
i'm wait until he eply 
but ta de respon 
ak tetap tunggu smpai dye eply but still same dye ta respon 
then my mem call :)
so kiteorg pon gayot laa smpai pukol 9.45 gitu laa 
lame laa jugak almaklom laa da lame ta contact 
sebab phone ak kan rosak ==''
then ak tros p smayg sbab leps tuh na tgk cte anaconda :) ehee 
then ak tgk phone ade msg 
slh satu msg was from him 
ak pon cepat2 laa bukak ^^
dye ckp "asl kau lmbat bls mcg ar ? mls nk msg laa 2 "
ak baru nk eply tetbe ayh ak ckp nk phone !
ak pon cpt2 bls " eh sory laa phone ak rosak . nie pon ak pinjam phone ayh ak . nanty ak mcg kau lagy taw taw ! sory sgt2 taw . "
ak cm dispointed laa jgak kan 
yew laa bukan sng dye na text ak wey :(
then bile dye da text ayh ak pulak nk phone !
but sokaay laa kan 
ak pong teros laa tgk cte anaconda tuh ^^ takot ==''
so abg ak pon teman kan laa tgk ehee 
dlm pukol 11 lebih gitu laa ayh ak bagy pinjam balek phone dye 
ak pon dgn gembire nye amek laa hooray !
ak teros laa cpt2 bukak sim 
nk tgk dye ade eply ta mcg ak tady 
then ak tgk ta de pon msg masok drpd dye :(
ak tgk kad sent item 
mane laa taw kodkod ta tersent mcg ak tady 
tapi ak tgk da sent 
ak pon bagy msg at dye " oyte da tido ?"
ak tunggu smpai pukol 1 lebih smpai t'senggok2 
tgk dye ta de respon jgak
then ak pk mybe dye da tido kod :)
tape esk kan ade 
mybe dye bagy respon esk ^^
SABTU 25.6.2011
ak just bole gune phone mlm jea .
so mlm tuh ak bukak laa sim 
then tetibe mak ak ckp nk pegy beli brg jap 
so ak pon ikod laa 
tetbe ayh ak ckp nk pakai phone pulak ==''
so ak bagy laa 
balek dari kedai dlm pukol 10 lebih 
ak ckp at ayh ak nk pakai phone 
so ayh ak bagy :)
ak pon cepat2 bukak sim 
but tade pon msg dari dye 
em knape ek ? ak pon pk 
mybe dye mara kea ape kea kan sbab ak just msg dye kejap jea 
so ak bagy msg " oyte mara kea ?"
then dye eply " x mara langsong . wat pe ak na mara "
ak pon ckp laa sory 
then dye eply " ye. ak taw pe msalh kau . phone kau rosak ."
ak cm t'diam laa kan sbab nada dye tuh mcm ta puas ati 
but ak bia kan jea laa 
mybe prasaan ak jea kod kan 
then ak eply " ouh em oke . kau busy ? sory ar law ganggu "
dye eply " x busy langsong . npe tetbe kau msg ak ? "
bukan kau kea yg msg ak dulu ha ? then nie bole pulak tnye nape ak mcg kau ?
ak punye laa rase s'be slh ek at kau 
pk kau mara ak kea ? kau sket ati kea ?
but 2 yg kau eply ? 
tape laa ak pk positif jea :)
ak pon eply laa " ta bole ea lau ak msg kau . em tape laa "
pas tuh dye eply " ade kea ak ckp ta bole mcg ak ?
ak pon eply "em mane laa taw kau ta nk msg ak "
then kiteorg pon text laa mcm biase 
tnye 2 tnye nie 
then ak tnye " eh adk kau da tido ea ?"
then dye eply " asl ? kau minat adek ak eah ?
ak ckp laa " haha adek kau comel "
pas tuh dye tnye " kau pena jmpe adek ak kea ?"
ak pon bls " penah laa . time f.2 "
dye eply " ouh egt lagy ek kau . kuat egtan kau ek. kan bagos law kau egt plajarn "
ak cm t'diam laa
pas uh ak eply " yew laa ak taw . ak ta pandai mcm kau "
then mak ak ckp ayh ak nk phone !
so ak pon bagy laa 
time nih ak da ta mengharap or t'tunggu2 lagy kau eply text ak 
sebab ak da sedih sgt !
ak teros masok bilek then ak nanges 
ak da tahan air mate nih sjak kau ta eply mcg ak time ari jumaat tuh lagy !
kau ckp kau taw yg phone ak rosak then asl kau ta bagy respon ape2 at ak ?
at least kau bole sent mcg at ak kan ?
tapi kau ta bagy pa pe respon pon wey !
kau buad mcm ak yg slh !
yup ak taw ak jahat , ak ta bagos , sume tuh slh ak je laa !
kau jea yg paling baik ! paling bagos ! ta de buat slh !
time kasih sgt2 wey sebab da bnyk kali buad ak nanges sebab kau !
bodo kan ak sebab bole t'tunggu2 kau text ak , contact ak 
tapi nie kan yg ak dpt akhirnye :')
hanye kesedihan , saket hati , menanges 
wey kau egt ak bohong kau kea ha yg phone ak rosak ?
kau egt ak ta de prasaan kea ha ?
kau egt ak ta kesa ape pon yg kau ckp ?
KAU EGT AK HAPE HA ?
ak memg ta layak kan nk kawan dgn orag pandai mcm kau :')
tape laa wey ak seda ak sape 
kan bagos lau kau jujo jea at ak 
so ta de laa ak sedih sgt mcm nih !



*tape laa nanty bile ak da pandai baru laa kau nk kawan nan ak kan :')
satu hari nanty ak mesti layak tok jdik kawan kau 
ak tunggu hari 2 tibe


Friday, June 24, 2011

so bad !

like i said before my post today is about my result right ? 
em yeah right my result was so bad ! 
ak memg da agk da yg result mem2 ak mesti much much better than me :'(  
felt so sad until want to cry right now ! yup memg slh ak pong kan . 
sape suroh ta study betolbetol ! jujo ak memg jeles gile laa kan nan dyeorg yg pandaipandai nih !
untung laa result gempak :') drpd ak nih yg result terok mcm hape ! 
sedih gile laa kan :'( ak rase mcm ak nie bodo gile !
but saba jea kay just steady . memg slh sendiri pong kan .
emm oke btw tengs to my dear jihan and shasha sbab tady tenang kan ak :)
law ta memg da melimpah limpah laa ak nanges !
LYSM kawan :) ehee TY kay 

oke nie laa result ak yg sgt terok bagai nih ==''

BM : A-
BI : C+
Math Mode  : A-
Add Math : C-
Bio : E 
Physic : G 
Chemist : C-
PAI : A-
Sej : B-
LK : G 


oke next mision

  •              no more failed or E in exam after this !
  • make sure must get more A
  •  try to study smart 
  • at least my marks get C or D but kalau bole ta nk D !
  • first berusaha dulu after that must berdoa then baru laa bole tawakal kay 
  • just let be anyone that annoying !
  • bia kan org nk buad ape pong asl kan ak tetp jadik diri ak :)
  • no need to think rediculous thing ==''
  • important thing is must obey to any direction from my mom ( i will try =='')
  • try to learn from mistake that i have done before 
  • so important is must change my self first !
  • don't miss to pray and ask ALLAH to help :)
  • must be strong and don't easly give up !




oke now i will fullfil my mision :) hope i can do it ! pray foe me yup :) and not forget 
tengs to all my frend that had help me so much before this :) 
i will always remember all your kindhearts !
ILYSM dear byebye :) 

Saturday, June 18, 2011

knape wey ?



ak ta taw laa kan ape masalh kau nk tgk ak mcm tuh =='' 
   erk mybe care kau pndg org memg mcm tuh kod =='' em tapi ak tetap 
rase kau mcm ta paus hati nan ak pe hal wey ? law ta puas hati face to face jea laa :) 
nk buad muke mcm tuh sgale laa ! ak ta kesa pong :) 
but ari tuh taw pulak ek kau nk senyum bagai =='' 
slalu nye kawan kau jea yg senyum if b'tembong :) eish mcm2 laa ! 
kdg2 ak t'pk jgak slah kea if ade prempuan jdik perigi mencari timbe
ahaha ak rase mcm nk buad laa wey XD ehee gile siked .
 lgpon timbe ak ensem doe ! haha prasn laa ngek :P 
tapi memg bole tahan kod ;) huhu before this u want me but i refuse!    
tapi ak tolak ade sebab ea =='' sbab nye TET
haha mane bole tahu nanty ade org t'rase pulak :)
 Oops lupe kite kena seda diri najwa :) yes i know that very clearly :) 
sape ek timbe ak nih ? nanty laa ak carik XD haha just kidding laa :) 
em mybe prasaan ak jea kod but nape ek skang kau mcm da ta tegor ak lagy ? 
is that because my status at fb ? or something else ? 
eh prasan laa kau najwa :) 
enta2 dye memg da ta kesa kod psl kau XD ahaha ape laa kan :) 
yup i knoe who i iam :) just simple person that no one care right ? 
ak ta penting pong kan :) ouh it's okey laa ! laen kali jujo jea ta yah nk tutup2 bagai :) 
ak ta mara pong ;) blaja dulu laa baru pk psl bende2 "pelik" nih XD 
aceceh konon jea nih haha  oke next post i will stoy mory boud my result in mid year test yg faild bagai tuh =='' see yaa !

Sunday, June 12, 2011

only for you my dear :)

Hatiku hatimu
menjadi satu cinta 
ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku
tapi cinta bukan milik kita 
semua harus berakhir 

cinta kau dan aku 
takkan mungkin bersatu 
untuk saat ini di dunia ini 
mungkin kita bersama 
nanti di atas sana 
biar ku setia menjaga cintamu 
selamanya 

tapi cinta bukan milik kita 
semua harus berakhir 
cinta kau dan aku 
takkan mungkin bersatu 
untuk saat ini di dunia ini 
mungkin kita bersama 
di atas sana 
biar ku setia menjaga cintamu 

cinta kau dan aku
takkan bersatu 
untuk saat ini di dunia ini 

biar ku setia menjaga cintamu 
selamanya 


  • lagu nie untok sesiapa yg b'kenaan :) 
  • em even dulu ak pena sakitkan hati kaw . ak minta maaf .
  • now ak taw yg kaw da hate ak mybe . but sokaay laa ak phm kod .
  • fyi ak still ta kan lupe kan kaw smpai bebile mybe :') 
  • you are my partner friend that ILSM !
  • "cinta sejati adalah cinta yang akan kekal abadi" is that right ?
  • i always pray foe your happinees kawan :)
  • i just want u knoe that u really really meant for me babe !
  • what have i done before, i had a reasons why i do it . even now kaw slh kan ak but bia laa ak sorg jea yg taw knape ak buad sume tuh . sory again !
  • glad to knoe a person like u :) 
  • sometimes  i cry . feel sad . dispointed all because of you but i still smile if i meet u :) sbab ak ta nk kaw nmpk betape lemah nye diri ak nih !
  • don't wory because i'm not botter u anymore :) u can feel happy now i guest .
  • hard to throw u but easy to being friend wif u :)
  • ak hope satu ari nanty kaw bole dga sgale luahan hati ak tok kaw :')
  • so wish u luck in your study ! fighting ! go ! go ! go ehee 
  • btw tengs for everything babe :) u have done so much to me . 
  • tc n reallyreally hope that u not will sick at there ! that will make me wory if anything happen to u ! 
  • hey remember our memory ? haha always fight =='' 
  • not gonna meet someone like u in anywhere !
  • no one can replace your place in my heart :) that my promise !


P//S : jge laa dye baik baik okep :) i wish both of u will happy eva after ;) seriously u all memg sweet babe ! ehee no need to wory boud me k :) i'm okey :')

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Help me !



oke now ak sedih gile laa kod :'( time 6.4.2011 ari tuh wedding akak sdare ak . then memg busy laa kan buad preparation bagai . adek bradek mak ak ade 2 org . so kiteorg sume tinggal wif my grandma at kg . sejak ak lahir lagy ak da stay at sane wif them . kire nyew dlm ryma tuh ade 3 family laa . feel so happy until i grown up at there wif them . and tetibe ayh ak decide na buad ruma baru . time tuh ak dajah 6 kod law ta silap . whoa excited gile laa kod time tuh . rase mcm ta saba jea na stay at new house :)

then mase pong b'lalu , hari b'ganti lastlast that house dgn jaya nye pon t'bina . 2 pong belom fully done laa . yeah money is not easy to find ! i know that so that's why ak fhm situasi ayh ak mase tuh . oke mungkin pade budakbudak at banda or orgorg kaya think that kg nie kolot , ta best , bosan n something like that =='' ouh so pity wif anybody that have mind like that ! but anybody have their own opinion right ? em sokaay laa . name pong manusia . rambot same hitam but hati laenlaen kan :)

org kalau da biase hidop senang mungkin ta kan rase ape itu p'gorbanan or k'susahan . but ak b'syukur sebab ak d'lahir kan d'dlm keluarge yg serba sederhana jea :) even kdg2 kena lalui p'jalanan hidop yg sukar but that teach me for being seorg manusia yg b'sabar , dekat pade tuhan . n not easly give up to trough all that worst thing ! so when that wedding . ayh ak suroh pinda at new house . kiteorg pong prepare laa ape yg patot kan .
then now ak stay at sini at new house . firsly memg ak rase berat hati gile na pinda . yew laa ak dari kecik lagy stay nan nenek n atok ak . so feel weird bile stay at ruma laen .

ak memg rase laen sgtsgt ! yes i admit that i relly miss them so much :'( when bieng like this ak rase m'nyesal pulak sebab ade ruma baru ! ayh ak pong ade ckp rase cm sunyi jea stay kt sini . da taw cm tuh knape na pinda jgak ! ak rase cm ouh damn it ! tapi ak ta bole slh kan ayh ak :'( memg dulu ak na sgt rase cmne stay kt ruma baru , but now ak regrat gile ! tady ak pegy at ruma atok ak . then ak tumpang smayg . ak m'nanges gilegile sbab ak rindu gile nk stay at sane balik ! ak kesin at atok n nenek ak :'( ak taw dyeorg pon sedih kiteorg pegy ! tapi ak ta taw nk wt cmne lagy . now i really really realise that love cannot buy from money but only came from our heart . susa untok lupekan org yg kite sgt syg :'( i'm just an ordinary person :'( i'm very weak Ya Allah :'( Ya Allah , tolong laa ak :'( cume kaw jea yg tahu sgale hikmah d'sebalik setiap perkare yg b'laku !