tengs a lot kay :')

memg ak da ta nk pk sgt bende2 nonsense nih but i can't :')

oke phone ak rosak ! da lame laa jugak . 

so ak ta texting or call sapesape laa kan .

ak kdg2 pnjm phone ayh ak if na bukak sim .

JUMAAT 24.6.2011

then time ari jumaat tuh ak bukak laa sim ak 

ak tgk ade a few msg and suddenly one of that msg was from him 

ak punye laa excited kan nk bukak and ak cm ta caye laa dye bole text ak :)

ak tgk dye bagy msg tuh pukol 4 p.m 

time ak bukak sim tuh dah pukol 7 lebih da 

so ak dgn secepat yg mungkin eply laa text dari dye tuh 

i'm wait until he eply 

but ta de respon 

ak tetap tunggu smpai dye eply but still same dye ta respon 

then my mem call :)

so kiteorg pon gayot laa smpai pukol 9.45 gitu laa 

lame laa jugak almaklom laa da lame ta contact 

sebab phone ak kan rosak ==''

then ak tros p smayg sbab leps tuh na tgk cte anaconda :) ehee 

then ak tgk phone ade msg 

slh satu msg was from him 

ak pon cepat2 laa bukak ^^

dye ckp "asl kau lmbat bls mcg ar ? mls nk msg laa 2 "

ak baru nk eply tetbe ayh ak ckp nk phone !

ak pon cpt2 bls " eh sory laa phone ak rosak . nie pon ak pinjam phone ayh ak . nanty ak mcg kau lagy taw taw ! sory sgt2 taw . "

ak cm dispointed laa jgak kan 

yew laa bukan sng dye na text ak wey :(

then bile dye da text ayh ak pulak nk phone !

but sokaay laa kan 

ak pong teros laa tgk cte anaconda tuh ^^ takot ==''

so abg ak pon teman kan laa tgk ehee 

dlm pukol 11 lebih gitu laa ayh ak bagy pinjam balek phone dye 

ak pon dgn gembire nye amek laa hooray !

ak teros laa cpt2 bukak sim 

nk tgk dye ade eply ta mcg ak tady 

then ak tgk ta de pon msg masok drpd dye :(

ak tgk kad sent item 

mane laa taw kodkod ta tersent mcg ak tady 

tapi ak tgk da sent 

ak pon bagy msg at dye " oyte da tido ?"

ak tunggu smpai pukol 1 lebih smpai t'senggok2 

tgk dye ta de respon jgak

then ak pk mybe dye da tido kod :)

tape esk kan ade 

mybe dye bagy respon esk ^^

SABTU 25.6.2011

ak just bole gune phone mlm jea .

so mlm tuh ak bukak laa sim 

then tetibe mak ak ckp nk pegy beli brg jap 

so ak pon ikod laa 

tetbe ayh ak ckp nk pakai phone pulak ==''

so ak bagy laa 

balek dari kedai dlm pukol 10 lebih 

ak ckp at ayh ak nk pakai phone 

so ayh ak bagy :)

ak pon cepat2 bukak sim 

but tade pon msg dari dye 

em knape ek ? ak pon pk 

mybe dye mara kea ape kea kan sbab ak just msg dye kejap jea 

so ak bagy msg " oyte mara kea ?"

then dye eply " x mara langsong . wat pe ak na mara "

ak pon ckp laa sory 

then dye eply " ye. ak taw pe msalh kau . phone kau rosak ."

ak cm t'diam laa kan sbab nada dye tuh mcm ta puas ati 

but ak bia kan jea laa 

mybe prasaan ak jea kod kan 

then ak eply " ouh em oke . kau busy ? sory ar law ganggu "

dye eply " x busy langsong . npe tetbe kau msg ak ? "

bukan kau kea yg msg ak dulu ha ? then nie bole pulak tnye nape ak mcg kau ?

ak punye laa rase s'be slh ek at kau 

pk kau mara ak kea ? kau sket ati kea ?

but 2 yg kau eply ? 

tape laa ak pk positif jea :)

ak pon eply laa " ta bole ea lau ak msg kau . em tape laa "

pas tuh dye eply " ade kea ak ckp ta bole mcg ak ?

ak pon eply "em mane laa taw kau ta nk msg ak "

then kiteorg pon text laa mcm biase 

tnye 2 tnye nie 

then ak tnye " eh adk kau da tido ea ?"

then dye eply " asl ? kau minat adek ak eah ?

ak ckp laa " haha adek kau comel "

pas tuh dye tnye " kau pena jmpe adek ak kea ?"

ak pon bls " penah laa . time f.2 "

dye eply " ouh egt lagy ek kau . kuat egtan kau ek. kan bagos law kau egt plajarn "

ak cm t'diam laa

pas uh ak eply " yew laa ak taw . ak ta pandai mcm kau "

then mak ak ckp ayh ak nk phone !

so ak pon bagy laa 

time nih ak da ta mengharap or t'tunggu2 lagy kau eply text ak 

sebab ak da sedih sgt !

ak teros masok bilek then ak nanges 

ak da tahan air mate nih sjak kau ta eply mcg ak time ari jumaat tuh lagy !

kau ckp kau taw yg phone ak rosak then asl kau ta bagy respon ape2 at ak ?

at least kau bole sent mcg at ak kan ?

tapi kau ta bagy pa pe respon pon wey !

kau buad mcm ak yg slh !

yup ak taw ak jahat , ak ta bagos , sume tuh slh ak je laa !

kau jea yg paling baik ! paling bagos ! ta de buat slh !

time kasih sgt2 wey sebab da bnyk kali buad ak nanges sebab kau !

bodo kan ak sebab bole t'tunggu2 kau text ak , contact ak 

tapi nie kan yg ak dpt akhirnye :')

hanye kesedihan , saket hati , menanges 

wey kau egt ak bohong kau kea ha yg phone ak rosak ?

kau egt ak ta de prasaan kea ha ?

kau egt ak ta kesa ape pon yg kau ckp ?

KAU EGT AK HAPE HA ?

ak memg ta layak kan nk kawan dgn orag pandai mcm kau :')

tape laa wey ak seda ak sape 

kan bagos lau kau jujo jea at ak 

so ta de laa ak sedih sgt mcm nih !

*tape laa nanty bile ak da pandai baru laa kau nk kawan nan ak kan :')

satu hari nanty ak mesti layak tok jdik kawan kau 

ak tunggu hari 2 tibe

so bad !

like i said before my post today is about my result right ? 

em yeah right my result was so bad ! 

ak memg da agk da yg result mem2 ak mesti much much better than me :'(  

felt so sad until want to cry right now ! yup memg slh ak pong kan . 

sape suroh ta study betolbetol ! jujo ak memg jeles gile laa kan nan dyeorg yg pandaipandai nih !

untung laa result gempak :') drpd ak nih yg result terok mcm hape ! 

sedih gile laa kan :'( ak rase mcm ak nie bodo gile !

but saba jea kay just steady . memg slh sendiri pong kan .

emm oke btw tengs to my dear jihan and shasha sbab tady tenang kan ak :)

law ta memg da melimpah limpah laa ak nanges !

LYSM kawan :) ehee TY kay 

oke nie laa result ak yg sgt terok bagai nih ==''

BM : A-

BI : C+

Math Mode  : A-

Add Math : C-

Bio : E 

Physic : G 

Chemist : C-

PAI : A-

Sej : B-

LK : G 

oke next mision : 

•              no more failed or E in exam after this !
• make sure must get more A
•  try to study smart 
• at least my marks get C or D but kalau bole ta nk D !
• first berusaha dulu after that must berdoa then baru laa bole tawakal kay 
• just let be anyone that annoying !
• bia kan org nk buad ape pong asl kan ak tetp jadik diri ak :)
• no need to think rediculous thing ==''
• important thing is must obey to any direction from my mom ( i will try =='')
• try to learn from mistake that i have done before 
• so important is must change my self first !
• don't miss to pray and ask ALLAH to help :)
• must be strong and don't easly give up !

oke now i will fullfil my mision :) hope i can do it ! pray foe me yup :) and not forget 

tengs to all my frend that had help me so much before this :) 

i will always remember all your kindhearts !

ILYSM dear byebye :) 

knape wey ?

ak ta taw laa kan ape masalh kau nk tgk ak mcm tuh =='' 

   erk mybe care kau pndg org memg mcm tuh kod =='' em tapi ak tetap 
rase kau mcm ta paus hati nan ak pe hal wey ? law ta puas hati face to face jea laa :) 

nk buad muke mcm tuh sgale laa ! ak ta kesa pong :) 

but ari tuh taw pulak ek kau nk senyum bagai =='' 

slalu nye kawan kau jea yg senyum if b'tembong :) eish mcm2 laa ! 

kdg2 ak t'pk jgak slah kea if ade prempuan jdik perigi mencari timbe ? 

ahaha ak rase mcm nk buad laa wey XD ehee gile siked .

 lgpon timbe ak ensem doe ! haha prasn laa ngek :P 

tapi memg bole tahan kod ;) huhu before this u want me but i refuse!    
tapi ak tolak ade sebab ea =='' sbab nye TET ! 

haha mane bole tahu nanty ade org t'rase pulak :)

 Oops lupe kite kena seda diri najwa :) yes i know that very clearly :) 

sape ek timbe ak nih ? nanty laa ak carik XD haha just kidding laa :) 

em mybe prasaan ak jea kod but nape ek skang kau mcm da ta tegor ak lagy ? 

is that because my status at fb ? or something else ? 

eh prasan laa kau najwa :) 

enta2 dye memg da ta kesa kod psl kau XD ahaha ape laa kan :) 

yup i knoe who i iam :) just simple person that no one care right ? 

ak ta penting pong kan :) ouh it's okey laa ! laen kali jujo jea ta yah nk tutup2 bagai :) 

ak ta mara pong ;) blaja dulu laa baru pk psl bende2 "pelik" nih XD 

aceceh konon jea nih haha  oke next post i will stoy mory boud my result in mid year test yg faild bagai tuh =='' see yaa !

only for you my dear :)

Hatiku hatimu

menjadi satu cinta 

ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku

tapi cinta bukan milik kita 

semua harus berakhir 

cinta kau dan aku 

takkan mungkin bersatu 

untuk saat ini di dunia ini 

mungkin kita bersama 

nanti di atas sana 

biar ku setia menjaga cintamu 

selamanya 

tapi cinta bukan milik kita 

semua harus berakhir 

cinta kau dan aku 

takkan mungkin bersatu 

untuk saat ini di dunia ini 

mungkin kita bersama 

di atas sana 

biar ku setia menjaga cintamu 

cinta kau dan aku

takkan bersatu 

untuk saat ini di dunia ini 

biar ku setia menjaga cintamu 

selamanya 

• lagu nie untok sesiapa yg b'kenaan :) 
• em even dulu ak pena sakitkan hati kaw . ak minta maaf .
• now ak taw yg kaw da hate ak mybe . but sokaay laa ak phm kod .
• fyi ak still ta kan lupe kan kaw smpai bebile mybe :') 
• you are my partner friend that ILSM !
• "cinta sejati adalah cinta yang akan kekal abadi" is that right ?
• i always pray foe your happinees kawan :)
• i just want u knoe that u really really meant for me babe !
• what have i done before, i had a reasons why i do it . even now kaw slh kan ak but bia laa ak sorg jea yg taw knape ak buad sume tuh . sory again !
• glad to knoe a person like u :) 
• sometimes  i cry . feel sad . dispointed all because of you but i still smile if i meet u :) sbab ak ta nk kaw nmpk betape lemah nye diri ak nih !
• don't wory because i'm not botter u anymore :) u can feel happy now i guest .
• hard to throw u but easy to being friend wif u :)
• ak hope satu ari nanty kaw bole dga sgale luahan hati ak tok kaw :')
• so wish u luck in your study ! fighting ! go ! go ! go ehee 
• btw tengs for everything babe :) u have done so much to me . 
• tc n reallyreally hope that u not will sick at there ! that will make me wory if anything happen to u ! 
• hey remember our memory ? haha always fight =='' 
• not gonna meet someone like u in anywhere !
• no one can replace your place in my heart :) that my promise !

P//S : jge laa dye baik baik okep :) i wish both of u will happy eva after ;) seriously u all memg sweet babe ! ehee no need to wory boud me k :) i'm okey :')

Help me !

oke now ak sedih gile laa kod :'( time 6.4.2011 ari tuh wedding akak sdare ak . then memg busy laa kan buad preparation bagai . adek bradek mak ak ade 2 org . so kiteorg sume tinggal wif my grandma at kg . sejak ak lahir lagy ak da stay at sane wif them . kire nyew dlm ryma tuh ade 3 family laa . feel so happy until i grown up at there wif them . and tetibe ayh ak decide na buad ruma baru . time tuh ak dajah 6 kod law ta silap . whoa excited gile laa kod time tuh . rase mcm ta saba jea na stay at new house :)

then mase pong b'lalu , hari b'ganti lastlast that house dgn jaya nye pon t'bina . 2 pong belom fully done laa . yeah money is not easy to find ! i know that so that's why ak fhm situasi ayh ak mase tuh . oke mungkin pade budakbudak at banda or orgorg kaya think that kg nie kolot , ta best , bosan n something like that =='' ouh so pity wif anybody that have mind like that ! but anybody have their own opinion right ? em sokaay laa . name pong manusia . rambot same hitam but hati laenlaen kan :)

org kalau da biase hidop senang mungkin ta kan rase ape itu p'gorbanan or k'susahan . but ak b'syukur sebab ak d'lahir kan d'dlm keluarge yg serba sederhana jea :) even kdg2 kena lalui p'jalanan hidop yg sukar but that teach me for being seorg manusia yg b'sabar , dekat pade tuhan . n not easly give up to trough all that worst thing ! so when that wedding . ayh ak suroh pinda at new house . kiteorg pong prepare laa ape yg patot kan .
then now ak stay at sini at new house . firsly memg ak rase berat hati gile na pinda . yew laa ak dari kecik lagy stay nan nenek n atok ak . so feel weird bile stay at ruma laen .

ak memg rase laen sgtsgt ! yes i admit that i relly miss them so much :'( when bieng like this ak rase m'nyesal pulak sebab ade ruma baru ! ayh ak pong ade ckp rase cm sunyi jea stay kt sini . da taw cm tuh knape na pinda jgak ! ak rase cm ouh damn it ! tapi ak ta bole slh kan ayh ak :'( memg dulu ak na sgt rase cmne stay kt ruma baru , but now ak regrat gile ! tady ak pegy at ruma atok ak . then ak tumpang smayg . ak m'nanges gilegile sbab ak rindu gile nk stay at sane balik ! ak kesin at atok n nenek ak :'( ak taw dyeorg pon sedih kiteorg pegy ! tapi ak ta taw nk wt cmne lagy . now i really really realise that love cannot buy from money but only came from our heart . susa untok lupekan org yg kite sgt syg :'( i'm just an ordinary person :'( i'm very weak Ya Allah :'( Ya Allah , tolong laa ak :'( cume kaw jea yg tahu sgale hikmah d'sebalik setiap perkare yg b'laku !

penad :)

smalam lepas balik skola ak teros pegi amek akak ak at mrsm muar :) then egt kan nanty na ajk mak ak pegi banda kejap tapi tetbe akak ak ckp teros pegi melaka ! haha surprise =='' mak nih laen kali bgtaw laa . err nak buad kejutan pulak :) haha ape2 jea :) then ak t'egt yg pacik ak ade buad kenduri tapi kteorg pegi awl sebab ayh ak ade keje laa :) but sokaay laa kan at least kteorg dtg ^^ huhu then pegi makanmakan at mane tah lupe :) hee

sampai sane dlm pukol 5 lebih kod :) then anak pacik ak buad kan kiteorg burger ^^ wuhuuu best laa kod ! da laa ak memg suke mkn burger :) teheee time kaseh abg anep nan abg apis :) korang memg superb laa :D huhu pas tuh ayh ak ckp grak lepas maghrib . ouh cept nyew =='' then pujok laa ayh ak stay lame sikit :) lepas makan baru grak hee makan laagii kankan :D haha asyk makan jea :) spe pegi ruma pacik ak mesti korang pong makan jea keje nye ^^ haha best taw taw :)

err awk maken gemok laa cik najwa :) haha tapetape nanty diet lagi taw taw haha :D mcm bole jea ek :P ngee  lepas da salamsalam tuh kiteorg pon balik . then pujok ayh ak pegi shopping kejap ^^ hee then ayh ak bwk pegi maidin :) best laa jugak at sane mcm2 ade :) memg rase mcm pegi melancong pulak =='' haha pelik jea :D then guess what ? yeah saya jmpe shawl yg saya nak slame nih ^^ wuhuuu great ! hee sukesuke :)

da puas shopping kiteorg pon balik :) otw balik tuh ayh ak memg bwk laju gile laa kod =='' sampai at mane tah , tgh syok2 dga lagu tetbe ayh ak brek m'ngejot !  ouh OMG guess what ? lagi siket nak b'tembong dgn kreta kat depan kreta ayh ak ! then tetbe ade satu van tuh ta sempat nak brek ! time tuh lampu isyarat tgh merah ! van tuh t'pkse lnggar lmpu isyarat tuh n seb baek kreta laen ta langgar ! sbab time tuh memg hangit gile laa tempat tuh dgn bunyi brek kuad gile ! ya ALLAH time kaseh sbab slamat kan kiteorg ! memg takod gile !

lepas tuh alhamdulillah sampai ruma dgn selamt :) sampai jea ak teros tido =='' memg penad gile laa sey ! btw tengs to my parents cos make my day yesterday feel better than before :') penat da nak rase sedih + kecewa + nanges + tension sume tuh ! but sokaay laa memg sume tuh slh ak jea kod . em bia jea laa mls nk pk sgt sal bende2 cm tuh ! saba jea laa cik najwa :') kite kena b'pijak d bumi yg nyata right ?

congrat !

emm sory if ak ade wt slh n silap :) i'm just want u find someone that's much better than mine :') em sokaay laa ! so wish u happy ever after okep :) em ta de niat na msok cmpor but congrats if u really have find someone else in your life babe :) i'm feel happy for u :)  like i said before that one day u will get someone that u really care n love :) just a little bit patient will give u reward right ? hee so who's that luck girl ? :) can u tell me ? but sokaay if ta nak bgtaw :) ta pakse pong okep ... em so wish u will good tc for that girl n don't ever wanna hurt her heart okep :) hee eh eh bnyk pulak nasihat :D haha sje jea laa kan kan :) egt taw ! don't sadsad again after this k :) nie da ade owg yg jage , hargai betulbetul taw ! jgn abaikan dye pulak ! huhu tc byebye ;)

ROSAK !

eish saya punye earphone rosak lagi !! grrr bape puloh kali nta mau ganti =='' ade sapesape yg baek ? bole belikan saya earphone ta ? errr da ta bole na chating dgn pakwe saya tuh taw taw :( erk jgn slh phm :) hee that's mean my mp laa kan kan :D haha that's only one my pakwe taw taw :) hee syyyggg die gilegile laa ^^ saya mesti rindu same awk deh =='' emm cmne na study nie ? aigoo mls betul mau dga radio ! leceh meyh ! da laa saya blaja mesti wajib dga mp T______T t'pakse laa stay up sorangsorang :( papai my lalink ! jgn sedih taw taw ! nanti saya beli earphone baru ea :) hee eh eh alangalang da rosak hee na mintak my mom beli kan headphone laa pulak ^^ ngeh2 ! ''ibu bole kan kan ? :) kena bodek dulu nie ! :D

study ==''

 

err hari nie ak susa giler laahai na bgon ! ngantok mcm hape laa kan =='' pak kan jea ak t'egt yg mak ak swoh kemas ruma nih =='' aigoo lagi mls ak na bgon ek :p tibetibe ak dga mak ak da siap bsoh baju ! alamak mati ak ! da laa blom kemas lagi haha mcm lipas ta cukop kaki ak mengemas pagi tadi :D tapi seb baek laa sempat ! fuh terer ta ak ? haha korang bole wt kea ? ta bole kan kan haha ta masal jea ak nie :P hee em then ak pong on the sport tros bukak buku add math =='' erk nie da knape ek ? haha ak pong ta taw knape tetibe ak cm tuh :D dgn otak yg maseh layu ak pong jwb laa latihan at buku tuh :) haha seb baek betol ! hee naseb jea tuh :P ak ta taw na wt pe lagi ..dga lagu jea laa :) lamelame da sdap didodoikan ape lagi teros tido laa ak dgn lena nyew haha :D amek kaw ! nga sedapsedap tido tetbe mak ak msok bilek ! ta nak t'kejot berok pulak ek =='' err mak laen kali law na msok ketok laa dulu ! haha kn da kantoi yg ak tido ! mak ak da pndg slek jea haha ak ape lagi wt slambe jea laa ! knon2 ta de wt slh :) hee ak na study kimia tapi cam ta de mood lak :( emm cmne nih esk da nak exam ! tapetape nanty mlm laa study ^^ huhu cm bese laa :) so now ak da mls na pk sgt sal masalah ak tuh :) ckp bnyk pong ta gune kan kan :) tengs a lot to my mp 3 ^^ wuhuhu sbab kaw laa ak bole ilang kan tension taw taw ! hee syyyggg kaw lebih laaa ;) n not forget of cos laa tengs to ALLAH kan kan :) popetpopet aje macik najwa nie kan kan ! haha bungek :P eh eh btw gud luck to all my dearest frend :) wish u luck in mid year test ^^ AMIN ! we can do it right ? just do our best okep :) fighting ! go! go ! go !

DAMN IT !

err ak memg ta nak jmpe dye ! yes yes i know that i will cried if i meet him :'( time kaw tgor ak , sbenanyew air mate ak da na tumpah time tuh tapi ak tahan ! ak ta na kaw nmpk sume tuh ! ak memg ego ! ak tetp tunggu until kaw contact ak tapi ta de jgak kan :') so ak yg t'pakse contact kaw dulu ! emm damn ! slame nie ak saba nan kaw babe ! tapi ape kaw buad kt ak ? wey kaw maken wt ak sedih wey ! sume bende yg ak buad mesti meningat kan ak at kaw ! memg kaw ta rase ape yg ak rase ! kaw memg ta kn penah fhm ak ! ak taw sume tuh sejak dari awl ak knal kaw ! ak asyk t'egt egt ape yg kaw ckp at ak slame nih ! tapi sume tuh TIPU jea kan kan :') yup sememng nyew laa kan ! tapi bole ak taw ? ape prasaan kaw sbenanyew ? sebab ak ta nak mengharap at kaw :') sakit wey ! ak simpan lagi taw mesejmesej kaw :) just itu jea laa kenangan kaw n not forget boud your gift :) tengs sesngt babe ! i really really appreciate it :) yup yup i know who i am ! not suit for being close toward u right ? :') memg ak laa yg jahat , ak laa yg slh , ak laa yg ta gune  kan kan ! ye memg ak seda spe ak nih :') slame nih law ade pape masalh , mesti kaw slh kan ak kan ! tapi pena ta kaw tnye ape sbenanyew yg t'jdik ? PERNAH KAW TANYE ? ta pena wey ! yg kaw taw sume tuh memg slh ak pnyew laa ! tape wey ak ta kesa sume tuh :) sebab ak memg seda spe jea ak nih :') tape laa najwa :) saba jea :') u must remember that u only like a puppet najwa  not more than that :) yes absolutely no wonder if u always get hurt wif people around u :') thank you su much ! but i'm really really sory that i can't stop cry babe :'(

HELLO BUDDIES !

hey hey lame ta popetpopet at sini kan kan HAHA :D i'm little busy risht now cos in exam fever =='' wuhuu scared a lot..but i will try my best to sit in my mid year test :) AMIN ! najwa u can do it ! haha smagat ! eh eh na taw ta sjak due menjak nie kan ak asyk t'egt kt mem2 ak at SMKAM laa :( wuuuu so sad ! bile laa na jmpe korang lagi kan kan ! miss so much ! but ade laa jgak mem rapat ak yg da lupe kan ak :( tapi tape laa ak ta kesa pong :P i know who i am :) sokaay laa but i will always remaind u as my bestiest for eva mybe ;) even kaw da ta contact ak tapi ak tetp tunggu kaw babe ! tunggu dan tunggu sampai laa satu ari nanty kaw jdik kawan ak balek mcm dulu :) even ak taw bende nie not gonna happen but that's my dream :) mungkin ak jea kod yg anggap kaw mcm tuh tapi kaw ta pena pong anggap ak mcm tuh right ? yes yes i know so much yg ak nie ta layak mybe tok rapat nan kaw :) n btw tengs to my fwen yg "maken wat ak semakin RAPAT " nan die nih ! tengsie yep :) ak ta kesa pong ! 2 hak kaw kan so na sangat ? amek laa wey :) SABA okep najwa :') tapetape i will wait for u babe :) even sesakit mane pong ati nie :) ak ikhlas kawan :) dulu pena taw kawan ak ckp yg dye akn tunggu someone tuh smapi dye mati ! haha gile laa sey tapi hakikat nyew t'jadi kt diri ak sndrik :P kuang kuang kuang ! haha sudasuda malu saya taw :D tapi ak just na kaw taw wey yg ak memg syyggg kt kaw kod :) bia laa ak simpan bende nie sorangsorang :) pade ak , ak just na tgk kaw bhagie jea nan owg yg kaw suke :) haha nie memg da sanad mrepek nie :D hee em tapi kan even kaw ta contact ak pong kan , cukop laa tok ak taw yg kaw sehat :) jgn sakit taw taw ! haha nanty ak risau :D da laa kaw jaoh ! susa na taw p'kembangan kaw taw ! cepat bagi ak upah sebab ak amek berat pasal kaw ! haha :D bile laa kan na gdoh dgn kaw lagi :) duludulu law ta gdoh memg ta sah kan kan :P wek ! kaw yg ske crik pasal haha pastuh majok lamelame sampai laa ak ckp sory ! grrr kaw memg mengade :P em sume tuh just tinggal kenangan jea kan :) tapi tuh laa kenangan yg plg indah kaw bagi kat ak taw ! haha bangge ta ? memg ridu giler laa kan kat kelas ak tyme f.3 dulu :) kat situ bnyk suke duke gelak tawa senyum guraw manja kaworg sume :) ak rindu sgt2 na sekelas nan kaworg taw taw ! eh eh egt ta kite kene denda nan teacher ARFAH ? haha CHOOSE YOUR COURNER 2 laa treckmark dye kalau kite ta siapkn omwerk dye :D memg best la kan kan :) okep ak na snaraikan name budak kelas ak dulu : so'od,fattah,atok,yusha ketua ak nih haha mrangkap ak pnye tet hee , bai,pale,faiz,mirza,atif,betok.ba'im budak plg senyap ky kelas haha , amir,awin,miera,shasha,ieka ha nie geng ketawa ak tanpa henti haha , jeb,tasha,shida,husna budak paling pandai kt kelas ak..dye baru pinda skola ak tyme f.3 laa dulu dye skola smkas , tika jas,wafa,encat,pika,nany,ifa,wani budak plg kaye kod dlm kelas ak haha memg kaye giler babe :) 2 laa name2 budak kelas ak dulu :) na taw ta dulu kan ak penolong kelas taw taw ! haha mcm ta cye jea kan :P pastuh dulu husna slalu bwk cupcake :) haha comel ! sedap giler taw cupcake yg dye buad tuh :D wah una na cupcake awk lagi meyh ! haha dulu law beli tuh sampai due taw ! sedap pnye pasal haha :D tembolok betul kan kan muahahaha tpi smestinye laa ak yg abes mkn dulu :P dyeowg law mkn memg lambat =='' hee jgn mara yep :P amek kaw da lame ta tulis apeape entry kat sini , bile da tulis memng b'jeler jeler laa jwb nyew haha :D bnyk lagi taw sbenanyew na cte tapi nanty2 laa ea :) hee penat pulaks membebel :D haha sjak bile laa ak jdik maknenek nie laahai ! umo baru 16 thn laa :) lame lagi na tue tapi belom tentu umo pnjang haha :) sudasuda kang ta bole berenti ktwe kang haha penat da nie asyk ktawe jea :D sampai da lenguh da pipi ak haha okep laa mau titow suda :) hee mcm biase laa rutin harian ak kan kan :) huhu esk da laa exam pyhsic nan sejarah =='' bile laa na bce buku nie kan haha dlm mimpi jea laa :)

cuba - AIDIL

                                                                                                      Ada angin yang melintang
                                                                           Ada halang yang terbentang

                                                                       Setiap sudut itu dirasakan susah
                                                                        Setiap satu itu dirasakan payah

                                                                            Ada taufan yang menderu
                                                                              Ada petir yang meluru

                                                                        Setiap peluang dirasakan tipis
                                                                      Setiap hela nafas dirasakan nipis

                                                                               Pasti punya puncanya
                                                                                   Ada hikmahnya

                                                                                  Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                         Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                                Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                         Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya

                                                                               Ada awan kegelapan
                                                                              Ada langit berlapisan

                                                                Setiap ramalan terasa bagai mendung
                                                                Setiap musim terasa bagai tengkujuh

                                                                              Pasti punya puncanya
                                                                                   Ada hikmahnya

                                                                                  Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                         Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                                Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                       Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya

                                                                                      Pada baris
                                                                                       Butir doa
                                                                                  Kau memohon
                                                                                   Kau berserah

                                                                                         Hanya
                                                                                          Pada
                                                                                        Dia Dia

                                                                                          Cuba
                                                                                          Cuba
                                                                                          Cuba
                                                                                          Cuba

                                                                                 Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                       Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                              Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                       Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya

                                                                                 Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                      Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                               Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                      Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya


 CREDIT TO : JIHAN,MOMO,SHASHA,IEKA,MORK,ATEN.ANJIT,BELLA,JEB,QIEHA,BAEK,PIKA,ENCAT,YUNI  :))

no distance !

just wanna say that i'm feel very down right now ! dunno why but i'm not gonna tell it ! just let only me know why..that's was good enough..im just want some rest n calm my mind..i hope one day there is one place that i can share my feel deep in my heart :') is there exist some kind of place like that ? ouh that's only my dream n i know that's not gonna happen to mee ! so what ever happen i must  face it even that was so hard for mee !

hey guys !

elopelop :) how's are u stalker ? huhu lame suda ta update blog nih =='' HAHA almaklum lah BUDAK BUSY laa kate kn :D muahahaha prasan jea ! ngeh2 memg busy pong laa dude :) ta tpu taw taw ! HAHA nie da knape pulaks nan akue nih =-='' teroverdos pulaks eh :D huahuahua em okepokep just foget it :) haha so ape cte ek ? emm buntu da nak cte ape ! ngeh2 em bnyk bende happen laa dlm 1 bulan nih =='' dgn prob laa , dgn histerianyew laa , dgn ckgu nyew laa , dgn membr2 laa mcm2 laa ! fuh memg DUGAAN betul ! tp tape laa 2 kan memg lumrah idop :)) so just face it laa kan :) huhu emm so far now my relationship wif my parent much better than before :) weee ~~~ ske pulaks kan :D HAHA mesti laa ske ^^ hee em but before i forgot gess what ? haha ak suda mule more independent now ! wuhuu taniah taniah :) muahahaha ape laa 2 pong na kecoh kea najwa =p hee sje jea na share2 story kan kan :) ngeh2 ! emm so now i was in exam fever =='' wah sanad bagus yeah ! memg bagus smpai otak pong da ting tong da nih >_< HAHA 2 da t'lebih dos tuh :D pa pe pong pray for me aww aww <3 ! :)) hee kowg memg awesome laa buddies ! ILYM aww aww ! haha

hurt !

emm guess what ?? ari uh tyme maen netball ak dgn sopan nyew t'jatuh n t'rantuk :) wah sanad sedap yaw ! smpai skarang k'sakitn tuh ta ilg lagi =='' kpale ak pon da ta stabil da skng nih ! wuwuwu T_________T sakit sungguh ! sbelom nih memg ak ade maigrain but now lpas jea jtoh ari uh kpale ak asyk sakit n pening ta m'nentu jea :( makcik ak ckp nta2 ak something kt kpale ak then dye swoh g check up but i don't want laa ! m'nyusah kn my mom plak kang ! tape laa just tahan jea an :) najwa kn kuat ( knon nyew laa ) ! haha pdahal ta pon :p emm after ak jatuh tuh jgak ak ade something at salur kt tekak ak yg sakit ! smalm da nanges dek kerana nk m'nahan saket :D haha gembeng betol ! em ak ase ta de pa pe kot an :) hopenyew nothing serius ! just think positive right :) 

bout life !

hype2 em ak ta taw laa nk g skola kea ta besok ! mcm mlz laa plak sey =='' ! erk ! emm tgk laa nanty cmne :)  em lapaaa nyew !! huhu nk makan ! nk makan ! haha cm budak kecik pulaks :D em tp nanty gemok kang asyk makan saje ! hee em so far for today oke :) alhamdulillah ! ngeh2 em ak nih always confiused aje larh ! ta ske betol laa mcm nih =='' ! grrr ! stop it laa najwa ! dunt think bout it again oke ! huh nta laa an :) mcm2 bende bole jadik ! hope i can determine my destiny ! em every day always laugh , laugh n laugh ! HAHA but it doesn't mean that i always feel happy :) sometimes we must not show our true feeling so that people around us can closed wif us without feel any uncomfortable :) that show we must not selfish and care bout another person :) life is good n easy if we can create a meanigfull destiny for our self and other :) appreacite what u have , find what u doesn't :) just be what u are :)

shame !

haish hanye d'sbabkn satus kt fb sume nyew slh phm :D HAHA sanad lawak kn cik aien n cik fikri :) nta pa pe jea an kteowg nih =='' haha last2 ak jgak yg malu ! hee ta ley lpe laa pristiwe nih :) huhu em dunt forget to story yaw cik aien :) ngeh2 ! em syazana i have a lot of story want to tell u laa kawan :) esok ak cte oke ! em ak pon pening nan prasaan ak sndrik tyme nih =='' em bnyk bende nk kne pk nih ! srabot betol kpale otak nih ! haish nta pa pe jea laa msalah nyew ! haha plek2 jea laa ! mrepek suda =='' hee em esok kte stay school oke cik aien :) hee bole t'lpe lak ade latihan net ball esok =='' tengs egt an ak ea :) ngeh2 ! em oke laa gud luck yaw sume pemain2 net ball SMKTS ! kte mesti bole ! fighting ! go ! go ! go ! huhu smagt ! em mate berat suda :) so it's time to sleep najwa :) gtg now ! papai ILYM <3

not good !

em bosannyew ! ta taw nk wt ape deh ==' err ! em nk wt omwerk tp cm tade mood plak ! adoyai ! pening2 ! grrr ta ske laa cm nih ! hurm taw td ak ekot mak ak tgk akak ak ==' da t'lmbt da najwa ! haish ! mak da pegi bawu laa gatal2 nk ekot ! lg td ta nk ! hurm ape daa ! em bia jea laa an :) mlz nk pk ! ahaha 2 laa ak sket2 mlz nk pk ! ape nk jdik laa an :) ngeh2 ! em ari uh ade laa someone nih mintk num ak ! then ak bg laa ! but now ase nyesal plak bg num ak ! argh ! haha 2 laa nk nyesal pon da ta gne an :D bende da jdik nk wt cmne an ! trime jea laa yek cik najwa oi ! kuang3 !  em naseb2 ! haha ta bek jea ! da laa bia jea laa dye uh ! em forget bout that oke ! hee em ak couple ?? no thanks ! HAHA no need kot ! kawan much better right :) ngeh2 kdg2 lawak plak pk law ak couple ! haha bukn ape ak ny jenis owg yg cept bosan ! kang ta masal2 bwu couple sehari da clash ! haha kn parah law cm uh :D mybe my destiny not to being couple an :) hee sokeyy ak ta kesa un ! but it doesn't mean yg ak nih anti couple yaw ! HAHA nope oke ! ak ske tgk mem2 ak yg ade couple ! dyeowg sume cam perfect match jea ak tgk :) hee ta cm ak ! sume ta kne jea ! HAHA mybe ak nih sesuai tok d'buat sbagai kawan jea kot right ? huhu 

happy birthday !

epy bufday to you ! epy bufday to you ! epy bufday to fatin ! epy bufday to you ! HAHA slamt hari lahir yg ke-17 thon yaw ! hope u will get straight A for SPM this year ! huhu wish u luck n best wishes from your sis :) ngeh2 ! hee hope nyew pnjg umo n mura rezeki  :) ha nanty blek kaw blanje ak pizza ea :D haha ! ak tunggu oke ! ngeh2 jahat betol :) hee ala kaw an bnyk wet  :p huhu tengs yaw ! syggg same kaw laa gemok ! :p

tired !

em sooo tired a lot yaw ! argh ! ptg td men net ball ! memg penat maklom laa da lme ta sukan :D HAHA 2 yg sempot uh kne lari2 ! ngeh2 :) hee em btw ak ase tension pon ade jgak ! em nta laa mybe nih sume memg slh ak kot an :(  btw sory yup ! em ta pe laa mlz nk pk sgt sal hal nih :) bak kate k . yan jgn touching2 aw , t ta comel  :) hee yew laa i will obey to your advise yaw ! huhu tengs sis  :)  k . yan memg comeeel  oke  :) haha bngge suda :p hee just kidding  :) em da ta taw nk tulis ape lagi da nih ! mate pon da berat da nih ==' ase cm da ta larat da nih nk bukak bijik mate ! haha em oke laa wanna to sleep first :)  papai ! 

freedom only for a while =='

em memg sanad penat yaw after answer my paper exam for today ! hurm dunno lah how my result = =' so scared  :( huhu em td exam memg sanad killer ! add math + bio + chemistry ! em mlm td pnye lah study cm nk rak ( exactly not ) haha tp bole lah jwb :) insyaalah ! em kawan2 ak lagi laa sume cm lipas kudung jea tyme nk jawab td :D HAHA memg lawak sungguh ! em tp kami ny stu hati laa kte kn :) hee so share2 laa jwapan :) ngeh2 :D HAHA ape yg penting ! kejasama ! hee em memg nantok tyme nk jawab exam td ! tp tahan kn jea laa bijik mate nih jgn smpai tdo ! ( pdahal HAHA da t'tedo pon sbenanyew ) malu nk nagku jea :p hee em td sbelom blek ak jmpe nan c.zabedah :) dye ckgu add math ak :) ye akp just 8 owg jea klass ak yg lulus add math !OMG ! peh dedo sey ! harap2 nyew ak ta failed lah ! wargh !!! tkot betol  :( em my mom da start laa bukak speaker dye uh ! em cm bese lah ak amek kapas , sumbat kt telinge :D HAHA mls nk layan ! jahat ek ak :p ala tp ye bukan prasan pon an :D hee esok siap sedia untok itam kn muke yea cik aien , cik syazana , n cik farah :D haha memg sanad sronok yea ! memg jdik kuali laa kami esok :) ngeh2 ! em so get ready for our lunch at KFC oke :) hee cik aien i treat u oke :) huhu

awesome !

hype :) em now ak feel so lega n eppy  :D finally ak pat setle an prob ak wif my fwen  :) hee tengs syazana cos forgive mee  :) AK SYGGG KAW SGT2 AW ! huhu em guess what ?? ari ny ak study dgn jaya nyew untok stu  tempoh mase yg agk lame :D HAHA awesome yeah ! ! ak jrang aw nk study2 nih :) but today i made my day feel so great yeah ! :D huhu tengs also to jihan cos give some advise to mee to improve my study style and help mee setle my prob :) u so meaningfull to mee my dear :) ILYSM ! but ase sdey bab da lme ta pat jmpe nan mem2 ak at ostel SMKA Maahad  Muar :( n now kaw owg sume da nk blek ostel ! MISS U ALL SO MUCH YAW ! ! btw blek ostel leklok oke :) ak sentiase doakn tok sume kwn2 ak :) hope we can archive our great result oke  :D gud luck to all my fwen at SMK Tun Sardon :) our exam start begin tomorrow ! wt tol2 oke :) fighting ! go ! go ! go ! conclusion nyew slamt b'jaye to all my dear fwen at smka maahad muar, smk tun sardon , smk senggarang n smk parit betak  :) AMIN !

feel lost !

em dunno laa nape ak ase cm ade something wrong jea :( hurm sdey un ade ! em nta laa an ak ase sbe slh plak skang ny :( em syazana , i want say sory if i had hurt your heart :( i know i'm not qualified to being your good fwen right . . em so sory my fwen :( ak dpt ase yg kaw tgh kcik ati nan ak kn ? em ak nk mintak maap law slame ny ak ade wt slh or wt kaw t'rase nan ak . . ak minta maap ! em sory jgak at farah , ain , fadilla , mim , n suria if ak ade wt slh at kaw owg sume . . em i'm not good at all right ! emm . .ak ny jahat ea ? ak ny menyusahkn kea ? bole sespe jawab ta soalan ak ny ? 

tension oke !

wargh ! ! tension nyew ak ! why my mom didn't understand mee ? ! i know my mom want mee to be the best but  no need to control my life please ? ! oke mybe this is my fault but i dunt like if my mom said that i always waste my time n not study at all ! that not true oke ! i know i'm not good enough than my sis but please dunt judge mee like that ! all this thing  only make mee more felt tension n mad oke ! AARGGH ! until when all this thing will end ! MOM PLEASE UNDERSTAND MEE OKE ! but i dunt have any intention to being rude toward u mom  :( i'm so sory oke  :(  i know i'm mad toward u but still i felt guilty to u mom :( SORYY ! but only one thing i hope from u mom . . can u understand mee please ? 

ello =)

hype2 ! huhu lme da ta tlis at sni :) ternet problem sket : ( so sad aw ! HAHA but now da ternet da oke da :) hee  . . em ak geram gler sey ! ! ! argh ! memg DAMN btol laa ! ade kea ptot ade budak nih ngaku yg ak ny awek dye ! hey tolong ar jgn nk prasan sgt bley ark ! so stupid laa kaw ! grr ! memg sanad mencirup same itu budak oke ! slamt laa ade mem ak yg gtaw sal bende nih ! law ta smpai beble un ak ta kn taw ! huh ! ak ta ske owg yg lbey2 mcm kaw ! eee law owg da layan baek2 ta yah ar nk melebih sgt ! pk sket prasaan owg len bley ark ! ta yah nk selfish ar ! what the f***k btol laa kaw  nih ! lg stu ta yah nk wt cte ar ! bjet kaw hot sgt kea ha ! ish cirup gler sey ! grr ! tape ar ak sbo jea nan kaw ! ak ta ske nk mara2 owg nih ! mken wt ak sket ati jea bek ta yah ! hurm cool najwa ! i know u can through all this shit thing ! ak mlz nk pk sal bende2 cmny ! tengss my stoty blog :) now i have a place to realese my emosional ! 

hello my dear =)

olla :) da lme ta cte at my stoty blog :) huhu rendu suda :) hee em so many thing has happen to mee ! wahaaa ! em btw i miss my keping ! huhu suddenly i remember to him :) but i know he never remind mee  :( but it's oke ! i accept it :) i will wait for him mybe ! tgk laa keadaan mcm mne an :) mybe ak ny ta layak un tok die an ! i know who i am :) so never mind laa :) ak ta pk sgt bab2 ny :) hee em hope i will have a great time tomorrow :) pray for mee yaw ! ILYSM :) haha bengong suda :) ape2 un ak memg syg kaw oke :) ta kn lpe punye laa !

hello my stoty =)

hurm td at skola ade wt p'jumpaan sukan ! ak msok kelad net ball :) HAHA awesome ! pas uh ptg td ade latihan net ball at dewan suria :) haha so fun yeah play wif all my fwen  :) dapat kroskn badan ag :p hee . . em pas da warm up uh kteowg dak2 f.4 n f.5 kne lawan ! wahaa sanad gerun yea :) hee ak jdik GK for the first tyme :) haha ta reti men sanad pon :p tp not bad laa ak men td :p hee prasan plak ! haha tengs yup for syazana , aien , syamim , nadia , suria , fadilla , fida n not forgeten k.yan :) huhu ak suda bole b'main net ball  :) haha ! em pas g men net ball ak g lepak nan fadilla , aziqah n fariza my bestiest fwen :) hee so great yea kawan  :) em any way ak bwu jea pas gayot wif my dear fwen , sha2 :) HAHA layan die sanad laa biol smpai ta suda2 mau ktawe =D  em btw ILYSM at kaw owg sume yaw ! see u all at school tomorrow oke :) my omwerk undone ! HAHA ble mau siap an yea ? argh sanad pening mau pk ! haha nanty2 laa ak wt omwerk itu sume :) hee so lazy now ! to anyone that hardworking , u can help mee to done my omwerk yaw ! huhu mcm laa ade owg yg bek mcm uh kt dunia ny ek :p haha biol suda otak ak ! nta pa pe jea ak mrepek :) hee