Help me !

oke now ak sedih gile laa kod :'( time 6.4.2011 ari tuh wedding akak sdare ak . then memg busy laa kan buad preparation bagai . adek bradek mak ak ade 2 org . so kiteorg sume tinggal wif my grandma at kg . sejak ak lahir lagy ak da stay at sane wif them . kire nyew dlm ryma tuh ade 3 family laa . feel so happy until i grown up at there wif them . and tetibe ayh ak decide na buad ruma baru . time tuh ak dajah 6 kod law ta silap . whoa excited gile laa kod time tuh . rase mcm ta saba jea na stay at new house :)

then mase pong b'lalu , hari b'ganti lastlast that house dgn jaya nye pon t'bina . 2 pong belom fully done laa . yeah money is not easy to find ! i know that so that's why ak fhm situasi ayh ak mase tuh . oke mungkin pade budakbudak at banda or orgorg kaya think that kg nie kolot , ta best , bosan n something like that =='' ouh so pity wif anybody that have mind like that ! but anybody have their own opinion right ? em sokaay laa . name pong manusia . rambot same hitam but hati laenlaen kan :)

org kalau da biase hidop senang mungkin ta kan rase ape itu p'gorbanan or k'susahan . but ak b'syukur sebab ak d'lahir kan d'dlm keluarge yg serba sederhana jea :) even kdg2 kena lalui p'jalanan hidop yg sukar but that teach me for being seorg manusia yg b'sabar , dekat pade tuhan . n not easly give up to trough all that worst thing ! so when that wedding . ayh ak suroh pinda at new house . kiteorg pong prepare laa ape yg patot kan .
then now ak stay at sini at new house . firsly memg ak rase berat hati gile na pinda . yew laa ak dari kecik lagy stay nan nenek n atok ak . so feel weird bile stay at ruma laen .

ak memg rase laen sgtsgt ! yes i admit that i relly miss them so much :'( when bieng like this ak rase m'nyesal pulak sebab ade ruma baru ! ayh ak pong ade ckp rase cm sunyi jea stay kt sini . da taw cm tuh knape na pinda jgak ! ak rase cm ouh damn it ! tapi ak ta bole slh kan ayh ak :'( memg dulu ak na sgt rase cmne stay kt ruma baru , but now ak regrat gile ! tady ak pegy at ruma atok ak . then ak tumpang smayg . ak m'nanges gilegile sbab ak rindu gile nk stay at sane balik ! ak kesin at atok n nenek ak :'( ak taw dyeorg pon sedih kiteorg pegy ! tapi ak ta taw nk wt cmne lagy . now i really really realise that love cannot buy from money but only came from our heart . susa untok lupekan org yg kite sgt syg :'( i'm just an ordinary person :'( i'm very weak Ya Allah :'( Ya Allah , tolong laa ak :'( cume kaw jea yg tahu sgale hikmah d'sebalik setiap perkare yg b'laku !