penad :)

smalam lepas balik skola ak teros pegi amek akak ak at mrsm muar :) then egt kan nanty na ajk mak ak pegi banda kejap tapi tetbe akak ak ckp teros pegi melaka ! haha surprise =='' mak nih laen kali bgtaw laa . err nak buad kejutan pulak :) haha ape2 jea :) then ak t'egt yg pacik ak ade buad kenduri tapi kteorg pegi awl sebab ayh ak ade keje laa :) but sokaay laa kan at least kteorg dtg ^^ huhu then pegi makanmakan at mane tah lupe :) hee

sampai sane dlm pukol 5 lebih kod :) then anak pacik ak buad kan kiteorg burger ^^ wuhuuu best laa kod ! da laa ak memg suke mkn burger :) teheee time kaseh abg anep nan abg apis :) korang memg superb laa :D huhu pas tuh ayh ak ckp grak lepas maghrib . ouh cept nyew =='' then pujok laa ayh ak stay lame sikit :) lepas makan baru grak hee makan laagii kankan :D haha asyk makan jea :) spe pegi ruma pacik ak mesti korang pong makan jea keje nye ^^ haha best taw taw :)

err awk maken gemok laa cik najwa :) haha tapetape nanty diet lagi taw taw haha :D mcm bole jea ek :P ngee  lepas da salamsalam tuh kiteorg pon balik . then pujok ayh ak pegi shopping kejap ^^ hee then ayh ak bwk pegi maidin :) best laa jugak at sane mcm2 ade :) memg rase mcm pegi melancong pulak =='' haha pelik jea :D then guess what ? yeah saya jmpe shawl yg saya nak slame nih ^^ wuhuuu great ! hee sukesuke :)

da puas shopping kiteorg pon balik :) otw balik tuh ayh ak memg bwk laju gile laa kod =='' sampai at mane tah , tgh syok2 dga lagu tetbe ayh ak brek m'ngejot !  ouh OMG guess what ? lagi siket nak b'tembong dgn kreta kat depan kreta ayh ak ! then tetbe ade satu van tuh ta sempat nak brek ! time tuh lampu isyarat tgh merah ! van tuh t'pkse lnggar lmpu isyarat tuh n seb baek kreta laen ta langgar ! sbab time tuh memg hangit gile laa tempat tuh dgn bunyi brek kuad gile ! ya ALLAH time kaseh sbab slamat kan kiteorg ! memg takod gile !

lepas tuh alhamdulillah sampai ruma dgn selamt :) sampai jea ak teros tido =='' memg penad gile laa sey ! btw tengs to my parents cos make my day yesterday feel better than before :') penat da nak rase sedih + kecewa + nanges + tension sume tuh ! but sokaay laa memg sume tuh slh ak jea kod . em bia jea laa mls nk pk sgt sal bende2 cm tuh ! saba jea laa cik najwa :') kite kena b'pijak d bumi yg nyata right ?

congrat !

emm sory if ak ade wt slh n silap :) i'm just want u find someone that's much better than mine :') em sokaay laa ! so wish u happy ever after okep :) em ta de niat na msok cmpor but congrats if u really have find someone else in your life babe :) i'm feel happy for u :)  like i said before that one day u will get someone that u really care n love :) just a little bit patient will give u reward right ? hee so who's that luck girl ? :) can u tell me ? but sokaay if ta nak bgtaw :) ta pakse pong okep ... em so wish u will good tc for that girl n don't ever wanna hurt her heart okep :) hee eh eh bnyk pulak nasihat :D haha sje jea laa kan kan :) egt taw ! don't sadsad again after this k :) nie da ade owg yg jage , hargai betulbetul taw ! jgn abaikan dye pulak ! huhu tc byebye ;)

ROSAK !

eish saya punye earphone rosak lagi !! grrr bape puloh kali nta mau ganti =='' ade sapesape yg baek ? bole belikan saya earphone ta ? errr da ta bole na chating dgn pakwe saya tuh taw taw :( erk jgn slh phm :) hee that's mean my mp laa kan kan :D haha that's only one my pakwe taw taw :) hee syyyggg die gilegile laa ^^ saya mesti rindu same awk deh =='' emm cmne na study nie ? aigoo mls betul mau dga radio ! leceh meyh ! da laa saya blaja mesti wajib dga mp T______T t'pakse laa stay up sorangsorang :( papai my lalink ! jgn sedih taw taw ! nanti saya beli earphone baru ea :) hee eh eh alangalang da rosak hee na mintak my mom beli kan headphone laa pulak ^^ ngeh2 ! ''ibu bole kan kan ? :) kena bodek dulu nie ! :D

study ==''

 

err hari nie ak susa giler laahai na bgon ! ngantok mcm hape laa kan =='' pak kan jea ak t'egt yg mak ak swoh kemas ruma nih =='' aigoo lagi mls ak na bgon ek :p tibetibe ak dga mak ak da siap bsoh baju ! alamak mati ak ! da laa blom kemas lagi haha mcm lipas ta cukop kaki ak mengemas pagi tadi :D tapi seb baek laa sempat ! fuh terer ta ak ? haha korang bole wt kea ? ta bole kan kan haha ta masal jea ak nie :P hee em then ak pong on the sport tros bukak buku add math =='' erk nie da knape ek ? haha ak pong ta taw knape tetibe ak cm tuh :D dgn otak yg maseh layu ak pong jwb laa latihan at buku tuh :) haha seb baek betol ! hee naseb jea tuh :P ak ta taw na wt pe lagi ..dga lagu jea laa :) lamelame da sdap didodoikan ape lagi teros tido laa ak dgn lena nyew haha :D amek kaw ! nga sedapsedap tido tetbe mak ak msok bilek ! ta nak t'kejot berok pulak ek =='' err mak laen kali law na msok ketok laa dulu ! haha kn da kantoi yg ak tido ! mak ak da pndg slek jea haha ak ape lagi wt slambe jea laa ! knon2 ta de wt slh :) hee ak na study kimia tapi cam ta de mood lak :( emm cmne nih esk da nak exam ! tapetape nanty mlm laa study ^^ huhu cm bese laa :) so now ak da mls na pk sgt sal masalah ak tuh :) ckp bnyk pong ta gune kan kan :) tengs a lot to my mp 3 ^^ wuhuhu sbab kaw laa ak bole ilang kan tension taw taw ! hee syyyggg kaw lebih laaa ;) n not forget of cos laa tengs to ALLAH kan kan :) popetpopet aje macik najwa nie kan kan ! haha bungek :P eh eh btw gud luck to all my dearest frend :) wish u luck in mid year test ^^ AMIN ! we can do it right ? just do our best okep :) fighting ! go! go ! go !

DAMN IT !

err ak memg ta nak jmpe dye ! yes yes i know that i will cried if i meet him :'( time kaw tgor ak , sbenanyew air mate ak da na tumpah time tuh tapi ak tahan ! ak ta na kaw nmpk sume tuh ! ak memg ego ! ak tetp tunggu until kaw contact ak tapi ta de jgak kan :') so ak yg t'pakse contact kaw dulu ! emm damn ! slame nie ak saba nan kaw babe ! tapi ape kaw buad kt ak ? wey kaw maken wt ak sedih wey ! sume bende yg ak buad mesti meningat kan ak at kaw ! memg kaw ta rase ape yg ak rase ! kaw memg ta kn penah fhm ak ! ak taw sume tuh sejak dari awl ak knal kaw ! ak asyk t'egt egt ape yg kaw ckp at ak slame nih ! tapi sume tuh TIPU jea kan kan :') yup sememng nyew laa kan ! tapi bole ak taw ? ape prasaan kaw sbenanyew ? sebab ak ta nak mengharap at kaw :') sakit wey ! ak simpan lagi taw mesejmesej kaw :) just itu jea laa kenangan kaw n not forget boud your gift :) tengs sesngt babe ! i really really appreciate it :) yup yup i know who i am ! not suit for being close toward u right ? :') memg ak laa yg jahat , ak laa yg slh , ak laa yg ta gune  kan kan ! ye memg ak seda spe ak nih :') slame nih law ade pape masalh , mesti kaw slh kan ak kan ! tapi pena ta kaw tnye ape sbenanyew yg t'jdik ? PERNAH KAW TANYE ? ta pena wey ! yg kaw taw sume tuh memg slh ak pnyew laa ! tape wey ak ta kesa sume tuh :) sebab ak memg seda spe jea ak nih :') tape laa najwa :) saba jea :') u must remember that u only like a puppet najwa  not more than that :) yes absolutely no wonder if u always get hurt wif people around u :') thank you su much ! but i'm really really sory that i can't stop cry babe :'(

HELLO BUDDIES !

hey hey lame ta popetpopet at sini kan kan HAHA :D i'm little busy risht now cos in exam fever =='' wuhuu scared a lot..but i will try my best to sit in my mid year test :) AMIN ! najwa u can do it ! haha smagat ! eh eh na taw ta sjak due menjak nie kan ak asyk t'egt kt mem2 ak at SMKAM laa :( wuuuu so sad ! bile laa na jmpe korang lagi kan kan ! miss so much ! but ade laa jgak mem rapat ak yg da lupe kan ak :( tapi tape laa ak ta kesa pong :P i know who i am :) sokaay laa but i will always remaind u as my bestiest for eva mybe ;) even kaw da ta contact ak tapi ak tetp tunggu kaw babe ! tunggu dan tunggu sampai laa satu ari nanty kaw jdik kawan ak balek mcm dulu :) even ak taw bende nie not gonna happen but that's my dream :) mungkin ak jea kod yg anggap kaw mcm tuh tapi kaw ta pena pong anggap ak mcm tuh right ? yes yes i know so much yg ak nie ta layak mybe tok rapat nan kaw :) n btw tengs to my fwen yg "maken wat ak semakin RAPAT " nan die nih ! tengsie yep :) ak ta kesa pong ! 2 hak kaw kan so na sangat ? amek laa wey :) SABA okep najwa :') tapetape i will wait for u babe :) even sesakit mane pong ati nie :) ak ikhlas kawan :) dulu pena taw kawan ak ckp yg dye akn tunggu someone tuh smapi dye mati ! haha gile laa sey tapi hakikat nyew t'jadi kt diri ak sndrik :P kuang kuang kuang ! haha sudasuda malu saya taw :D tapi ak just na kaw taw wey yg ak memg syyggg kt kaw kod :) bia laa ak simpan bende nie sorangsorang :) pade ak , ak just na tgk kaw bhagie jea nan owg yg kaw suke :) haha nie memg da sanad mrepek nie :D hee em tapi kan even kaw ta contact ak pong kan , cukop laa tok ak taw yg kaw sehat :) jgn sakit taw taw ! haha nanty ak risau :D da laa kaw jaoh ! susa na taw p'kembangan kaw taw ! cepat bagi ak upah sebab ak amek berat pasal kaw ! haha :D bile laa kan na gdoh dgn kaw lagi :) duludulu law ta gdoh memg ta sah kan kan :P wek ! kaw yg ske crik pasal haha pastuh majok lamelame sampai laa ak ckp sory ! grrr kaw memg mengade :P em sume tuh just tinggal kenangan jea kan :) tapi tuh laa kenangan yg plg indah kaw bagi kat ak taw ! haha bangge ta ? memg ridu giler laa kan kat kelas ak tyme f.3 dulu :) kat situ bnyk suke duke gelak tawa senyum guraw manja kaworg sume :) ak rindu sgt2 na sekelas nan kaworg taw taw ! eh eh egt ta kite kene denda nan teacher ARFAH ? haha CHOOSE YOUR COURNER 2 laa treckmark dye kalau kite ta siapkn omwerk dye :D memg best la kan kan :) okep ak na snaraikan name budak kelas ak dulu : so'od,fattah,atok,yusha ketua ak nih haha mrangkap ak pnye tet hee , bai,pale,faiz,mirza,atif,betok.ba'im budak plg senyap ky kelas haha , amir,awin,miera,shasha,ieka ha nie geng ketawa ak tanpa henti haha , jeb,tasha,shida,husna budak paling pandai kt kelas ak..dye baru pinda skola ak tyme f.3 laa dulu dye skola smkas , tika jas,wafa,encat,pika,nany,ifa,wani budak plg kaye kod dlm kelas ak haha memg kaye giler babe :) 2 laa name2 budak kelas ak dulu :) na taw ta dulu kan ak penolong kelas taw taw ! haha mcm ta cye jea kan :P pastuh dulu husna slalu bwk cupcake :) haha comel ! sedap giler taw cupcake yg dye buad tuh :D wah una na cupcake awk lagi meyh ! haha dulu law beli tuh sampai due taw ! sedap pnye pasal haha :D tembolok betul kan kan muahahaha tpi smestinye laa ak yg abes mkn dulu :P dyeowg law mkn memg lambat =='' hee jgn mara yep :P amek kaw da lame ta tulis apeape entry kat sini , bile da tulis memng b'jeler jeler laa jwb nyew haha :D bnyk lagi taw sbenanyew na cte tapi nanty2 laa ea :) hee penat pulaks membebel :D haha sjak bile laa ak jdik maknenek nie laahai ! umo baru 16 thn laa :) lame lagi na tue tapi belom tentu umo pnjang haha :) sudasuda kang ta bole berenti ktwe kang haha penat da nie asyk ktawe jea :D sampai da lenguh da pipi ak haha okep laa mau titow suda :) hee mcm biase laa rutin harian ak kan kan :) huhu esk da laa exam pyhsic nan sejarah =='' bile laa na bce buku nie kan haha dlm mimpi jea laa :)

cuba - AIDIL

                                                                                                      Ada angin yang melintang
                                                                           Ada halang yang terbentang

                                                                       Setiap sudut itu dirasakan susah
                                                                        Setiap satu itu dirasakan payah

                                                                            Ada taufan yang menderu
                                                                              Ada petir yang meluru

                                                                        Setiap peluang dirasakan tipis
                                                                      Setiap hela nafas dirasakan nipis

                                                                               Pasti punya puncanya
                                                                                   Ada hikmahnya

                                                                                  Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                         Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                                Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                         Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya

                                                                               Ada awan kegelapan
                                                                              Ada langit berlapisan

                                                                Setiap ramalan terasa bagai mendung
                                                                Setiap musim terasa bagai tengkujuh

                                                                              Pasti punya puncanya
                                                                                   Ada hikmahnya

                                                                                  Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                         Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                                Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                       Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya

                                                                                      Pada baris
                                                                                       Butir doa
                                                                                  Kau memohon
                                                                                   Kau berserah

                                                                                         Hanya
                                                                                          Pada
                                                                                        Dia Dia

                                                                                          Cuba
                                                                                          Cuba
                                                                                          Cuba
                                                                                          Cuba

                                                                                 Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                       Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                              Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                       Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya

                                                                                 Cuba kau berdoa
                                                                      Cuba dan cuba kau meminta
                                                                               Cuba ‘tuk berserah
                                                                      Cuba dan cuba ‘tuk percaya


 CREDIT TO : JIHAN,MOMO,SHASHA,IEKA,MORK,ATEN.ANJIT,BELLA,JEB,QIEHA,BAEK,PIKA,ENCAT,YUNI  :))

no distance !

just wanna say that i'm feel very down right now ! dunno why but i'm not gonna tell it ! just let only me know why..that's was good enough..im just want some rest n calm my mind..i hope one day there is one place that i can share my feel deep in my heart :') is there exist some kind of place like that ? ouh that's only my dream n i know that's not gonna happen to mee ! so what ever happen i must  face it even that was so hard for mee !

hey guys !

elopelop :) how's are u stalker ? huhu lame suda ta update blog nih =='' HAHA almaklum lah BUDAK BUSY laa kate kn :D muahahaha prasan jea ! ngeh2 memg busy pong laa dude :) ta tpu taw taw ! HAHA nie da knape pulaks nan akue nih =-='' teroverdos pulaks eh :D huahuahua em okepokep just foget it :) haha so ape cte ek ? emm buntu da nak cte ape ! ngeh2 em bnyk bende happen laa dlm 1 bulan nih =='' dgn prob laa , dgn histerianyew laa , dgn ckgu nyew laa , dgn membr2 laa mcm2 laa ! fuh memg DUGAAN betul ! tp tape laa 2 kan memg lumrah idop :)) so just face it laa kan :) huhu emm so far now my relationship wif my parent much better than before :) weee ~~~ ske pulaks kan :D HAHA mesti laa ske ^^ hee em but before i forgot gess what ? haha ak suda mule more independent now ! wuhuu taniah taniah :) muahahaha ape laa 2 pong na kecoh kea najwa =p hee sje jea na share2 story kan kan :) ngeh2 ! emm so now i was in exam fever =='' wah sanad bagus yeah ! memg bagus smpai otak pong da ting tong da nih >_< HAHA 2 da t'lebih dos tuh :D pa pe pong pray for me aww aww <3 ! :)) hee kowg memg awesome laa buddies ! ILYM aww aww ! haha

hurt !

emm guess what ?? ari uh tyme maen netball ak dgn sopan nyew t'jatuh n t'rantuk :) wah sanad sedap yaw ! smpai skarang k'sakitn tuh ta ilg lagi =='' kpale ak pon da ta stabil da skng nih ! wuwuwu T_________T sakit sungguh ! sbelom nih memg ak ade maigrain but now lpas jea jtoh ari uh kpale ak asyk sakit n pening ta m'nentu jea :( makcik ak ckp nta2 ak something kt kpale ak then dye swoh g check up but i don't want laa ! m'nyusah kn my mom plak kang ! tape laa just tahan jea an :) najwa kn kuat ( knon nyew laa ) ! haha pdahal ta pon :p emm after ak jatuh tuh jgak ak ade something at salur kt tekak ak yg sakit ! smalm da nanges dek kerana nk m'nahan saket :D haha gembeng betol ! em ak ase ta de pa pe kot an :) hopenyew nothing serius ! just think positive right :) 

bout life !

hype2 em ak ta taw laa nk g skola kea ta besok ! mcm mlz laa plak sey =='' ! erk ! emm tgk laa nanty cmne :)  em lapaaa nyew !! huhu nk makan ! nk makan ! haha cm budak kecik pulaks :D em tp nanty gemok kang asyk makan saje ! hee em so far for today oke :) alhamdulillah ! ngeh2 em ak nih always confiused aje larh ! ta ske betol laa mcm nih =='' ! grrr ! stop it laa najwa ! dunt think bout it again oke ! huh nta laa an :) mcm2 bende bole jadik ! hope i can determine my destiny ! em every day always laugh , laugh n laugh ! HAHA but it doesn't mean that i always feel happy :) sometimes we must not show our true feeling so that people around us can closed wif us without feel any uncomfortable :) that show we must not selfish and care bout another person :) life is good n easy if we can create a meanigfull destiny for our self and other :) appreacite what u have , find what u doesn't :) just be what u are :)

shame !

haish hanye d'sbabkn satus kt fb sume nyew slh phm :D HAHA sanad lawak kn cik aien n cik fikri :) nta pa pe jea an kteowg nih =='' haha last2 ak jgak yg malu ! hee ta ley lpe laa pristiwe nih :) huhu em dunt forget to story yaw cik aien :) ngeh2 ! em syazana i have a lot of story want to tell u laa kawan :) esok ak cte oke ! em ak pon pening nan prasaan ak sndrik tyme nih =='' em bnyk bende nk kne pk nih ! srabot betol kpale otak nih ! haish nta pa pe jea laa msalah nyew ! haha plek2 jea laa ! mrepek suda =='' hee em esok kte stay school oke cik aien :) hee bole t'lpe lak ade latihan net ball esok =='' tengs egt an ak ea :) ngeh2 ! em oke laa gud luck yaw sume pemain2 net ball SMKTS ! kte mesti bole ! fighting ! go ! go ! go ! huhu smagt ! em mate berat suda :) so it's time to sleep najwa :) gtg now ! papai ILYM <3

not good !

em bosannyew ! ta taw nk wt ape deh ==' err ! em nk wt omwerk tp cm tade mood plak ! adoyai ! pening2 ! grrr ta ske laa cm nih ! hurm taw td ak ekot mak ak tgk akak ak ==' da t'lmbt da najwa ! haish ! mak da pegi bawu laa gatal2 nk ekot ! lg td ta nk ! hurm ape daa ! em bia jea laa an :) mlz nk pk ! ahaha 2 laa ak sket2 mlz nk pk ! ape nk jdik laa an :) ngeh2 ! em ari uh ade laa someone nih mintk num ak ! then ak bg laa ! but now ase nyesal plak bg num ak ! argh ! haha 2 laa nk nyesal pon da ta gne an :D bende da jdik nk wt cmne an ! trime jea laa yek cik najwa oi ! kuang3 !  em naseb2 ! haha ta bek jea ! da laa bia jea laa dye uh ! em forget bout that oke ! hee em ak couple ?? no thanks ! HAHA no need kot ! kawan much better right :) ngeh2 kdg2 lawak plak pk law ak couple ! haha bukn ape ak ny jenis owg yg cept bosan ! kang ta masal2 bwu couple sehari da clash ! haha kn parah law cm uh :D mybe my destiny not to being couple an :) hee sokeyy ak ta kesa un ! but it doesn't mean yg ak nih anti couple yaw ! HAHA nope oke ! ak ske tgk mem2 ak yg ade couple ! dyeowg sume cam perfect match jea ak tgk :) hee ta cm ak ! sume ta kne jea ! HAHA mybe ak nih sesuai tok d'buat sbagai kawan jea kot right ? huhu 

happy birthday !

epy bufday to you ! epy bufday to you ! epy bufday to fatin ! epy bufday to you ! HAHA slamt hari lahir yg ke-17 thon yaw ! hope u will get straight A for SPM this year ! huhu wish u luck n best wishes from your sis :) ngeh2 ! hee hope nyew pnjg umo n mura rezeki  :) ha nanty blek kaw blanje ak pizza ea :D haha ! ak tunggu oke ! ngeh2 jahat betol :) hee ala kaw an bnyk wet  :p huhu tengs yaw ! syggg same kaw laa gemok ! :p

tired !

em sooo tired a lot yaw ! argh ! ptg td men net ball ! memg penat maklom laa da lme ta sukan :D HAHA 2 yg sempot uh kne lari2 ! ngeh2 :) hee em btw ak ase tension pon ade jgak ! em nta laa mybe nih sume memg slh ak kot an :(  btw sory yup ! em ta pe laa mlz nk pk sgt sal hal nih :) bak kate k . yan jgn touching2 aw , t ta comel  :) hee yew laa i will obey to your advise yaw ! huhu tengs sis  :)  k . yan memg comeeel  oke  :) haha bngge suda :p hee just kidding  :) em da ta taw nk tulis ape lagi da nih ! mate pon da berat da nih ==' ase cm da ta larat da nih nk bukak bijik mate ! haha em oke laa wanna to sleep first :)  papai ! 

freedom only for a while =='

em memg sanad penat yaw after answer my paper exam for today ! hurm dunno lah how my result = =' so scared  :( huhu em td exam memg sanad killer ! add math + bio + chemistry ! em mlm td pnye lah study cm nk rak ( exactly not ) haha tp bole lah jwb :) insyaalah ! em kawan2 ak lagi laa sume cm lipas kudung jea tyme nk jawab td :D HAHA memg lawak sungguh ! em tp kami ny stu hati laa kte kn :) hee so share2 laa jwapan :) ngeh2 :D HAHA ape yg penting ! kejasama ! hee em memg nantok tyme nk jawab exam td ! tp tahan kn jea laa bijik mate nih jgn smpai tdo ! ( pdahal HAHA da t'tedo pon sbenanyew ) malu nk nagku jea :p hee em td sbelom blek ak jmpe nan c.zabedah :) dye ckgu add math ak :) ye akp just 8 owg jea klass ak yg lulus add math !OMG ! peh dedo sey ! harap2 nyew ak ta failed lah ! wargh !!! tkot betol  :( em my mom da start laa bukak speaker dye uh ! em cm bese lah ak amek kapas , sumbat kt telinge :D HAHA mls nk layan ! jahat ek ak :p ala tp ye bukan prasan pon an :D hee esok siap sedia untok itam kn muke yea cik aien , cik syazana , n cik farah :D haha memg sanad sronok yea ! memg jdik kuali laa kami esok :) ngeh2 ! em so get ready for our lunch at KFC oke :) hee cik aien i treat u oke :) huhu

awesome !

hype :) em now ak feel so lega n eppy  :D finally ak pat setle an prob ak wif my fwen  :) hee tengs syazana cos forgive mee  :) AK SYGGG KAW SGT2 AW ! huhu em guess what ?? ari ny ak study dgn jaya nyew untok stu  tempoh mase yg agk lame :D HAHA awesome yeah ! ! ak jrang aw nk study2 nih :) but today i made my day feel so great yeah ! :D huhu tengs also to jihan cos give some advise to mee to improve my study style and help mee setle my prob :) u so meaningfull to mee my dear :) ILYSM ! but ase sdey bab da lme ta pat jmpe nan mem2 ak at ostel SMKA Maahad  Muar :( n now kaw owg sume da nk blek ostel ! MISS U ALL SO MUCH YAW ! ! btw blek ostel leklok oke :) ak sentiase doakn tok sume kwn2 ak :) hope we can archive our great result oke  :D gud luck to all my fwen at SMK Tun Sardon :) our exam start begin tomorrow ! wt tol2 oke :) fighting ! go ! go ! go ! conclusion nyew slamt b'jaye to all my dear fwen at smka maahad muar, smk tun sardon , smk senggarang n smk parit betak  :) AMIN !

feel lost !

em dunno laa nape ak ase cm ade something wrong jea :( hurm sdey un ade ! em nta laa an ak ase sbe slh plak skang ny :( em syazana , i want say sory if i had hurt your heart :( i know i'm not qualified to being your good fwen right . . em so sory my fwen :( ak dpt ase yg kaw tgh kcik ati nan ak kn ? em ak nk mintak maap law slame ny ak ade wt slh or wt kaw t'rase nan ak . . ak minta maap ! em sory jgak at farah , ain , fadilla , mim , n suria if ak ade wt slh at kaw owg sume . . em i'm not good at all right ! emm . .ak ny jahat ea ? ak ny menyusahkn kea ? bole sespe jawab ta soalan ak ny ? 

tension oke !

wargh ! ! tension nyew ak ! why my mom didn't understand mee ? ! i know my mom want mee to be the best but  no need to control my life please ? ! oke mybe this is my fault but i dunt like if my mom said that i always waste my time n not study at all ! that not true oke ! i know i'm not good enough than my sis but please dunt judge mee like that ! all this thing  only make mee more felt tension n mad oke ! AARGGH ! until when all this thing will end ! MOM PLEASE UNDERSTAND MEE OKE ! but i dunt have any intention to being rude toward u mom  :( i'm so sory oke  :(  i know i'm mad toward u but still i felt guilty to u mom :( SORYY ! but only one thing i hope from u mom . . can u understand mee please ? 

ello =)

hype2 ! huhu lme da ta tlis at sni :) ternet problem sket : ( so sad aw ! HAHA but now da ternet da oke da :) hee  . . em ak geram gler sey ! ! ! argh ! memg DAMN btol laa ! ade kea ptot ade budak nih ngaku yg ak ny awek dye ! hey tolong ar jgn nk prasan sgt bley ark ! so stupid laa kaw ! grr ! memg sanad mencirup same itu budak oke ! slamt laa ade mem ak yg gtaw sal bende nih ! law ta smpai beble un ak ta kn taw ! huh ! ak ta ske owg yg lbey2 mcm kaw ! eee law owg da layan baek2 ta yah ar nk melebih sgt ! pk sket prasaan owg len bley ark ! ta yah nk selfish ar ! what the f***k btol laa kaw  nih ! lg stu ta yah nk wt cte ar ! bjet kaw hot sgt kea ha ! ish cirup gler sey ! grr ! tape ar ak sbo jea nan kaw ! ak ta ske nk mara2 owg nih ! mken wt ak sket ati jea bek ta yah ! hurm cool najwa ! i know u can through all this shit thing ! ak mlz nk pk sal bende2 cmny ! tengss my stoty blog :) now i have a place to realese my emosional !